This Is Who We Are

Years

2011-07-01T10:36:00.001-07:00

It's been months since i blog.. It's been one wild ride. One after another..
After O level a lot of things change my behaviour, attitude and more... I still can't believe that i am actually in poly.. Me poly.. It's kinda hard to believe and also i still cannot believe that i am a CLT.. ME CLT which going to teach cadets.. My characther is still a child yet i am a CLT.. Hahaha.. Firstly i have to say this.. I dont like the rank it's kind of weird having that rank on me..

So currently i'm posted to Manjusri secondary. It's not a new school but the CCA for NCDCC is new for that school.. The school is not bad.. The cadets there are fantastic and the TO & OC is wonderful.. The cadets footdrill is good thx to HQ staff.. I cant be completely proud of myself because i didn't train them thats why... So being a CLT nothing much change except for the commitment that i have to do.. that is the only challenge for me now..

Secondly i'm like currently in poly Republic. It's not that bad. I like my classmate they are like awesomest. They all have different unique character.. Is super cool ah.. obviously in poly u have to see the girls rite.. Aside from my class the girls there not bad.. I met this wonderful girl that reminds me of someone.. She's super friendly and awesome to be with... That's all i could say for now..
It's been one hell of a ride for me being a CLT and a Poly student.. It's just like a dream.. :D

My Day

2011-02-08T08:44:00.000-08:00

Rite now i'm patiently waiting for my school... OMG.. i'm like super excited for my future school... So basically rite now i'm feeling as though as my relationship with all my secondary school friends are slowly drifting away.. Overtime i think i will totally forget abt them as in SERIOUSLY...

I'm not sure whether to be happy or sad.. Because i'm going to make new friends who doesn't know what i am like.. Or Sad because i'm going to lose a lot of frenz... What ever it is one thing is for sure i need to study hard and go to Uni...

Somehow i got a feeling that i'm going to be lonely for a very long time...

My Resolution

2011-02-04T10:15:00.001-08:00

It have been a long time since i update my blog.. I only got a few things to share with the world only some things...
I've tried so hard to change to be much nicer with ppl around me but... Some ppl juz cant see it they see it as if i'm being used.. 1 thing is for sure they are wrong..
I've tried to be more helpful,
I've tried to be more polite,
I've tried so many things hoping and wishing things that will nvr come true..
I'm a strong believer in Karma.
Maybe things are not meant to be.. Maybe i should not try hard to be nice.. Even i got doubts abt doing the rite thing..
Sometimes i wonder is love causing me to be nicer with the ppl around me so that she will accept me.. Maybe not..
Is that i'm a pure loser who am i to hate someone so much who am i to say tht he is wrong.. I'm juz nobody.. I maybe the happiest person up front but inside i'm wounded so bad that is so painful... I have to be honest.. I'm a loser because i got rejected so many times.. I got bad grades.. I'm juz super bad with relationships.... I'm good at nothing.. My existence is juz to create pain for others.. I've tried to understand ppl better but it juz create pain..

Hello..

2010-07-17T08:18:00.000-07:00

Its been Months since i updated my blog so i think i will update my blog soon... Must have feeling than can blog abt the day...:D

Some Cheer i like..

2010-03-19T06:49:00.000-07:00

The first cheer originally from NCDCC but the tune is Army tune...

1st

Good evening to everyone hope you feel good may god bless you.

We have been camp together lets celebrate sama2...

There are many young heroes here in Singapore,

Here in Ubin we know 10 groups overall,

All of us are discipline united and strong, we are hip, we are fun we're the best of all..

Boys brigade is famous for the bagpipes and drums,

Girls brigade freestyle drill,

Girls guide sing their song,

RCYS and St John famous for first aid,

If you want to know more please listen and wait,

Scouts are good at Pioneering they can build gateway,

Singapore Youth flying club learn to pilot planes,

NCC got PDS

NP prevent crime,

NCDCC do what?? Fight fire save live...

So long farewell, to you my friends good bye for now until we meet again...

Its been great to sing together in this camp and now we have to say good bye...

The second cheers some editing..: 500 miles away from home..

2nd:

If you miss the train Im on, you will know that I am gone

You can hear the whistle blow a hundred miles,
A hundred miles, a hundred miles,
A hundred miles, a hundred miles,
You can hear the whistle blow a hundred miles

Yes'sa one, Yes'sa two, Yes'sa three, Yes'sa four,

Yes'sa five hundred miles away from home,

Five hundred miles away from home, five hundred miles away from home,

Not a shirt on my back, not a penny to my name

And the land i once loved was not my own,

A hundred tanks along the square,
One man stands and stops them nev're
Some day soon, the tide will turn, and Ill be free
Ill be free, Ill be free, Ill come home to my country,
Some day soon the tide will turn and Ill be free

If you miss the train Im on, you will know that I am gone
You can hear the whistle blow a hundred miles,

Yes'sa one, Yes'sa two, Yes'sa three, Yes'sa four,

Yes'sa five hundred miles away from home

Ill be free, Ill be free, Ill come home to my country,

Yes'sa five hundred miles away from home

You can hear the whistle blow a hundred miles

Yes'sa five hundred miles away from home

Skate Tricks..

2010-01-06T03:51:00.000-08:00

Nothing To do so juz write 4 fun....:D

THe skate trick that i can do in 2009...

Frontside (FS) BAckside (BS)

Starting with.....

Favourite Tricks that i always do before skating or try anything big....:D

Ollie, Ollie North, Ollie South, 180 Ollie FS, Half Cab FS, Half Cab BS, Half Cab FS Ollie North, Fakie Ollie, Nollie, Switch Ollie...

Pop Shove-it BS, Shove-it BS, Pop shove-it FS, shove-it FS, Fakie shove-it BS, fakie pop shove-it BS, Fakie shove-it FS, Fakie pop shove-it FS, Fakie shove-it BS sex-change, Nollie shove-it BS, Nollie Pop shove-it BS, Switch Pop Shove-it, Switch shove-it...

Tricks that i can do on rails, curb and ledges

Nose slide BS, Nose slide FS, 50-50 grind BS, Boardslide BS...

My Grab tricks grab tricks are usually done when u are very high above the ground at least 1 to 2 meter high....

Nose grab, Mute, Indie grab, Airwalk, Benihana...

Tricks that i can do on ramp, Mini Half-pipe

Axle stall BS, Rock to fakie, Rock and roll BS, Nose stall, tail stall, fakie rock..

My Signature trick which is a combo that no one in Singapore have done it except for me and very proud of it......:D

Nosegrab Shove-it FS....

Below are all the tricks i have mentioned before.. All the below tricks make me feel free.I call it my freedom tricks and also it sometimes help me calm down nt sure how...

Airwalk, Benihana, Nosegrab shove-it Fs.... Thats all...:D

Hello..

2009-11-15T07:05:00.000-08:00

Ok its been months since i update my blog... So juz wanna say that my N lvl ended ages ago.. N rite now havin fun to the max and also the most happy thing 4 me now MAN U LOST!!! N rite now Chelsea is on top of the table...:D

Normal Poem...

2009-10-03T06:35:00.000-07:00

One more chance its all i ever ask for..

I've been calmly, waiting at your front door..

I'm out here all alone..

I try to reach you through your phone..

At least i try but to no avail..

When it comes to you i always fail..

Since you never reply..
You've been treating me like a rag ..

Your ways i just can't comply..

Everything you do are such a drag....

All the words i said and repeating..

Have now lost its meaning..

I'm sick of feeling cheap..
And just being used..

Sick of losing sleep..

Thinking about you...

Your just gonna toss me aside once you had enough..
Your not the boss of me now and this ride gonna be rough..

2009-09-18T05:35:00.000-07:00

Yo Dude..

OK its been years since i update my blog.. So basicly im juz so damn lazy and dont have the mood to update.. So rite now im facing my N level.. My english paper was cool my malay paper was still able to do it while my Social studies was like freakin not funny it was still difficult to do.. As N level comes closer i becoming more slack not sure why.. I only study like 11 to 12 at night everyday and thats like not enough.. As if my face care if its enough or not... BTW my behaviour have worsen from what i can see.. Everyday i got in trouble (as if i care)... To be honest i want to change into a better person to be more helpful if people need help.. thats all in terms of minding my language or my mischievous act as if i care... If i get in trouble all i do is say yes or either ignore what the person says... So right now im trying my best to be motivated to study and also i have sacrifice my skateboarding for 2 to 3 weeks if i continue like this i will be a noob when i start skateboarding again as it does affect my skills though.. So during the past week as in before that 2 to 3 weeks i learnt some new skateboard tricks Melon, Rocket and got to do nosegrab fs shove-it (combo) and also noseslide down the box.. so thats all

Gothic Poetry. Because of you Part 3...

2009-08-28T07:55:00.000-07:00

SEEKING THE RIGHT ANSWER

No man can escape this creature from its darkness..
This creature will not rest until i meet my fate..
Must i consume this evil which will lead to badness?
As I cannot continue at this rate....

This creature does not want my flesh..
As they can kill me with just one slash..

I know they want something from me...
Something that can set the darkness free..

Am i the center of light and shadow?
If so there are many question i must ask myself from being low..

Is this my fate or my destiny?
To die or to fight against my fate?
To lead the people who are lost or to serve the shadow?
They say no man can change its fate and will never do..

Because of you i am stuck in this tunnel of darkness..
With question that i must answer with carefulness..

From this day i will seek my own answer..
And not depend on people answer..
Part 1 heres the link http://dj-bam.blogspot.com/2009/05/gothic-poetry.html
Part 2 http://dj-bam.blogspot.com/2009/07/gothic-poetrycontinue-from-becoz-of-you.html

TOday..

2009-08-02T07:03:00.000-07:00

Wah!!! Today damn gerek.. I skate from 3.30 to 8.30 night time dude.. Wah freakin awesome...Firstly my friends and i went to bedok to skate there play play arnd there because they set up new ramps and many cool grinding rails to grind.. Really had fun there than we deceided to skate at East Coast skatepark.. We skate there met some pro skater like Firdaus and his brother.. I also met Jim and his fellow friends. One damn interesting thing happened.. At East coast skatepark there was this girl who did the 900 i mean GIRL!!! shes a biker BTW.. SHE JUZ DID 900 but bail.. Her face was face plant on the ground that is so fuckin hurt man!!! than all foam start to come out.. 15mins later the ambulance came wah is damn sad sia... Today also nt good day for me coz i bail a lot of time i hurt my kneecap, my elbow and also hurt both side of my waste.. Even when i typing my kneecap is bleeding and also my elbow.. I think i will not skate for 2 weeks i need to fully recover my hip or waist.. is blue black dude.. so thats all..

so bb

Gothic Poetry..Because of you part 2

2009-07-17T08:34:00.001-07:00

Describing the beast of this tunnel

Now in this darkened tunnel i am all alone.
All i see is human bones..

Even if i try to run, there is no stopping these beast..
All they wanted is a good feast...

As they can smell good flesh..
This means that these humans meat are still fresh..

Humans who lost hope in life, they start to feel the heat...
As they give up running and being capture for their meat..

The beast rip the human limb part by part...
Bloods spill all over just like an art...

When i see them i think?? No i thought i were done for...
Suddenly a shadow past through me trying to show me there is more..

This beast is chasing me to make me bleed..
So help me someone or something which will set me free...

Every step of this beast will spread this blight causing plants to die..
There is no bright light that shall shine nor places to rest for me to lie...

I can't keep running away..
I know that there is another way...

Part 1 heres the link http://dj-bam.blogspot.com/2009/05/gothic-poetry.html

2009-07-15T04:35:00.000-07:00

Duade,,

So basically i have not been updating my blog for ages.. A lot of interesting happens when i am not blogging.. Life were as usual but not that usual.. My prelims are like next week and i am so not focusing on my studies.. Damn it .. Nothing much happened.. So on last Friday was Dominic birthday i think i spell his name wrong who cares.. So i gave him 14 punches and he was like i am so going to punch u on your birthday and also last Monday was Nadzirah birthday so gave her some gifts.. Right now i am so not happy not in the mood.. Not sure why but i think got a feeling i know why i am freakin mad.. Losing my chill.. Basically right now i must like damn concentrate on my studies as i have been daydreaming all this while and also sleep during english lesson.. everytime i try to pay attention but ended up sleeping in class... So basically i have not been skateboarding but i got once in a while so thats all..

so bb ppl

Dull post

2009-06-20T04:35:00.000-07:00

YO peeps,,

So nothing interesting happened this last few days accept for the skateboarding day which will be coming up which is tomorrow its going to be freaking awesome.. I think i am going to east coast skatepark which i think that will be the hot spot for that day.. so basicly my fakie shove-it is totally season so anytime i want to do it i will land it.. By the way my ollie is like freaking high and still going higher.. The height of my ollie can reach up to my waist.. sometimes it when even higher.. i just found out the secret in high ollie today.. So is like freaking awesome.. By the way i learnt some new tricks which is nosegrab, indie grab, pop-shove it down the stairs around 5 steps and many more.. so basicly a nose grab is when u jump with your board which is called ollie and grab the tip of ur board,, while indie grab is u grab by the side of your board.. so thats all.. toda post quite dull because not much to talk about.. so peace out..

BBQ Yesterdie..

2009-06-07T18:58:00.000-07:00

Yo peeps,,

WAh!! Yesterday was freakin, awesome fun that i had since a long time after school holidays... Is like freakin cool.. So basicly, i went out of my house around 12.30.. I was thinking should i bring or should i not.. bing skateboard of course.. the last time i've been at the BBQ i was like freakin bored and wishing to bring my board along.. At last i never brought it.. Is like the BBQ was made my the St Pats school.. Is like wat the hell obviously its gonna be fun to the maximum.. I mean freakin fun.. So decided not to bring it... Than go to Bedok to meet all the guys and the gang to get some BBQ things.. At first i feel so lethargic.. As soon we reached to our destination.. Is like lets the fun begin.. Unfortunately it was drizzling so didn't gt to have a conversation with the peeps..so basicly i didn't even help out with the BBQ at all i mean at all.. Out of the blue it was at night without me noticing ( by that time the rain stopped) This shows i had a lot of fun.. Than after tht leftenan sameer came.. we played Ice and water which was like a primary scool game.. I was like wat the hell OMG i am like 15 played this type of game... BUt in the end all of us enjoyed it.. I not sure y but i really enjoyed it.. Even the sirs tag along was funny lah.. Never see an adult played this type of game... THan after that we played true or dare and sat around in a circle.. SO basicly is like spin the bottle.. A lot of stupid and funy things happened,, Enjoyed it much much.. To be honest i want to stay there a bit longer but scared get scolded with may pair.. so 9.30 haikal and i went home.. AFter tht sms her and start all our stupid conversation.. Than suddenly sick and tired of smsing her decided to call.. we talk was like fuckin damn long sia thn some more she got scool tomorrow.. we talked for more than an hour sia.. Which was the first tiem i ever talk to someone that long...I only talk that long if have confrence talk...
so basicly thats all..

peace out..

NCDCC PARADE 2009!!!

2009-06-01T05:37:00.000-07:00

30 MAY 2009.. NCDCC DAY..

MAn i have damn fun durin the the NCDCC parade it so damn fun to the max..BTW we make history man!!! HISTORY!!! AS IN UR NAME WILL go down in HISTORY!!! How cool is that??
So basically i was in the flag party together with Hidayah, Aidil, Haikal, Alex Ahzmeer, Ain, Nazrul and mr hot shot himself ME!!!! While Tariq was in the RSM which was the high high category while Mi MI was in the CSM.. Damn gay lah.. GEREK!!! Just freakin good.. DAmn all good things must come to and end... So that will be my last parade that i ever take part.. I wish that day will never end never ever...

K this is freakin cool.....

FREAK...

2009-05-29T09:20:00.000-07:00

YO peeps,,

Rite now i am like fuckin mad sia.. DAmn fuckin mad.. so basically tomorrow i will be having an official parade at CDA.. So i want to bring my camera but is fuckin missing FUCKING missing.. Guess wat?? My father brought it to work and left it there is like WTF!!! I have always wanted to wear no 1 since i saw the np and ncc wearing thier no 1 when i was in sec 1.. I was like WTH they look fuckin cool.. That time was my scool GOH so that time the no 1 was not ready yet.. I have always wanted to wear it.. Is like fuckin not cool rite now damn not cool. I always wanted to take picture during parade wearin no1 is like so fuckin cool man.. Juz my luck how fuckin unlucky can i get... So damn mad man... In the end was my fault in the first place i should not have lend it to him also.. So basically is my fault for lending this kind of thing in this kind of occasion. Is like this will be my last time wearing this man... I wish i can go skate rite now to release all my anger but i cant coz is like 12.30 so is like fuckin.. ALL i can do is scold all the vulga to release all this anger.. So fuckin mad... Fuck it all man.. I juz dont want tomorrow to be a spoil day.. this is like totally not cool

bb

Vulgarities Day...

2009-05-22T09:08:00.000-07:00

wassup peeps!!Juz feel like sayin vulga.. dont get offended.. I juz feel like sayin everythin out so here is it.

so basicly today nothin special.. maths lesson as usual and do some shittin fuckin normal academic maths and gt fuck with the paper.. until i cannot take it.. After that PE which means painful experience.. is like fuckin can do wat i want coz pass all the lame stations. Than recess sit with the malay and only malay gang and some illegal immigrant from indonesia, taiwan and many more.. so basicly indonesia is me and many more guys which is indonesia.. There is also a malay indian guy how cool is that?? After that physics like WTF.. go through physics paper 1 which i already noe all the ans .. Than finally the ultimate lesson within 5 mins half of the class can sleep which is the fuckin english lesson whereby we all learn how to fuck in our dreams and got cum all over our pants.. The best part on the fat controller is that he did not teach today which is fuckin fun.. In class we have our own malay corner which is under the damn curtains.. We hide behind there and talk all the rubbish we can think of.. After that i see the the light which means end of scool.. straight away went to mosque than when back home and immeaditely when to the holy fuckin skatepark.. which makes everyone sick...

so this is like fuckin awesome so bb

Wassup people!!

2009-05-17T03:46:00.000-07:00

Yo peeps..
Today i don't really feel like writing another Gothic poetry so i decided to write somethin about the followin day and much more..

SO basically, this few days i am suppose to go to syed and nad birthday celebration but did not go due to family activities.. So right now i its been a long time since i slack with all my friends.. HAHAHA!!! so after the family activities i went to skate at night so fucking frust.. i did like more than a 100 times to land kickflip but failed.. DAMN IT MAN SO DAMN FRUST!! After that the next day went to sk8park and saw my frenz there so freakin awesome man.. We decided to go street skate so fuckin fun.. We go round bedok and skate.. We get in trouble with security guards than suddenly so police come obviously we ran like fuckin dont care who was behind damn fun sia.. Than after that so a stage which is as high as 4 steps than ollie up that stage.. Freakin high sia my ollie nvr expected 2 reach that height cool man... Than the next day went to order bearings from some cool website that Jim told me... The things there fuckin cheap sia bearing which only cost $20 is like WTF where is like so freakin cheap and it is ABEC 5 btw.. Than the ABEC 9 cost like $45.. is like wat the hell am i in heaven or wat sia.. so fuckin cheap man ABEC 9 u noe ABEC 9.. lastly today went to sk8park but no one was there coz everyone went town so i all alone but it was fun though... i trained my half-cab, ollie 180 front side, boneless 360, shove-it, popshove-it , fakie shove-it and many many more fuckin awesom man.. i was like freakin tired man rite now its been a long holiday after mid-year hahaha.. someday i am gonna skate 24hrs without anyone stopping me man.. so thats all..

So long suckers hahahah!!

gothic poetry; Murder.

2009-05-10T06:50:00.000-07:00

When the day he was born..
Everything was gone..
Everyone heart was torn..

All this began when he lost his love one.
All he can hear is this emptiness tone.

Revenge is the only thing in his mind.
Murder is the only answer he can find.

Love for his family he have create..
Now it turns into hate...

When the day turns dim..
He finally found the victim in front of him...

He wield the knife...
The victim felt something up his spine..

Hunger for blood..
Here comes the flood..

As the knife penetrates his veins..
His blood spurts like rain...

His revenge is fulfill .
But he don't realise that this is a venom which kills

PLs DO NOT COPY PASTE THIS POETRY .
if u wanna do so pls write the link and followed by my name which is Muhd Dzuraij

Gothic Poetry. Because of you.....

2009-05-02T04:56:00.000-07:00

Your sharp blade made me bleed
You take my heart and set me free.

All my sorrow passes
And now is through this darkened tunnel of glasses.

i couldn't see the light
But all i could see is the night

All i could hear is the emptiness tone
And now i am all alone

In this tunnel all i could see is people sorrow.
Please guide me through this horror.

Done by: Muhd Dzuraij

This poetry is original.. take me some time to do this...
I will try my best to write more gothic poetry..

And do me a favour please dont copy paste my poetry if u want to do so must write done by dzuraij.. :D
HAHAHAHA!!

Short post

2009-04-28T23:42:00.000-07:00

Its ok not to tell the person how you feel or how you think about that person but it only make it worse the more you think about it

Breath in and let it all out if possible..
If your feeling angry try doing this: shout it out at the top of your lungs..
If your feeling love: breath in and tell the person how you feel no use waiting cause your going to regret it...( TRUST ME )
If your feeling sad : You just go to the nearest friend you have and only tell it to 1 person and not more than that.
If your feeling happy: Do the things u like the most. For me skateboarding HAHAHA!!

bb

Short post

2009-04-24T22:23:00.000-07:00

When you say never I'll say lie

When you say always I'll say true

When you say love I'll say you

2009-04-18T06:26:00.000-07:00

YO People..

Today i just found out the reason why i skateboard.. Is like all this while i have been skating i am not sure why i have been skating.. The first time i try skating because its just look cool but i don't really know how to play but now i do.. Today i went to the skatepark and saw a few rookies who cannot skate as well as me.. On the other hand, there was also a few pro skater there.. Those rookies start playing at the ramps and show what they got.. Firstly i when i skate my real personality comes out thats the first reason. I started to get ego and showed those rookies how to play ramp well as playing vert A.K.A ramp is my speaciallity.. I am not a street skater but a vert skater.. I showed off my skills and became a show off.. After i did a few tricks is like i owned the skatepark the rookies decided to go home.. This shows how show off i can be.. After a few hours, the pro skater come in and conqueared the verts and they were out of my league.. They totally owned me. Thats the time i realised my personality.. Secondly i skate because of the freedom as skateboard is an individuallity game unlike soccer which is a teamplayer game.. THe freedom when u go fast on the board and when ur in the air the freedom as if ur flying thats the other reason i skate..

17 April 2009

2009-04-17T04:35:00.000-07:00

YO People..

Today was so damn tiring man.. We played inter-class soccer fun but not that fun because i get breathless easily damn those lungs.. Sometimes i wish my lungs can be enlarge so i will not be breathless easily. We played a good game. We Won the first round but through out the game we lost.. I was a bit greedy because i don't let Wei Cong play much.. To be honest i suck at soccer.. My skill all when down the drain fucking irritating.. How lousy i can get?? VERY!!! I was like so damn frustrated man because i cannot even do my favorite trick which was the skill whereby u go around the ball with your leg repeatedly..That was one of my favourite trick and i did not even do it once. Last time i always did that but now no more. We really played a good game.. When we want our 3rd placing i was so desperate for the 3rd placing damn it.. Damn desperate!! But its ok at least i have fun and this only proves that I am lousy if someone is good.. But everyone played a good game so no biggy.. This is the second time i played soccer since sec 1..

So long

2009-04-06T07:59:00.000-07:00

Yo people..

Must tell to all you people i dream about Hong Kong trip OMG!! This shows i badly miss Hong Kong OMG seriously must get over it.. Miss the people miss everyone is like such a waste. I should have treasure every moment every seconds during that trip .. Frankly the people make it an enjoyable tripped..

Happy Birthday Hidayah

2009-04-02T04:45:00.000-07:00

YO..

I would like to dedicate this post to HIDAYAH one of the UGC members..

Basically i apologize for not celebrating your birthday.. As u know that we had school an unable to be there.. I also know that your birthday falls on 1st april which means that is the day whereby all the lame jokes will be coming up but not entirely lame.. In a certain point of view also quite jealous because your 16 years old damn it .. 16 and 18 years old is where all the fun things happened not sure why but thats what a lot of people say.. Until now i still cannot believe that i am 15 years old seriously man!!! i thought i'm still 13 years old damn those ages people who invent age!!!

so bb

Hey!!

2009-03-29T06:37:00.000-07:00

YO People..
By the way before i start i would like to thank the people who put me in colour party u seriously dont know how stock i am to be in it..

so over to the subject.. Today nothing much interesting things happen.. In the morning went to religion class with my sleepy head and i was like so freakin tired as the whole week i have to wake up early.. I just wish just one day i can wake up late around 11 or 12 noon that would be very nice.. After religious class went home than got tuition which was mind blasting.. I have been wanting tuition for years.. After tuition went to skatepark and skate there obviously.. Unfortunately i only get to play for awhile due to raining.. I finally get to do a proper smith is like OMG!!!!! followed by nose stall.. I JUST DID SMITH IS LIKE OMG!!!!!!!! SMITH GRIND ON THE VERT!!!! so that was the end of the day and went home watch ERAGON!!!!! ok now i will show u what smith look like on the vert it may seems to look easy but it dont even some sponsor people out there cant do it..

So basicly the back trucks of the board is grinding on the vert while the front of the board is facing horizontally downwards which means the back trucks is on the vert rail while the front is on the ramp.. MAy look easy but people gat their face plant on the ground doing this

Life On NCDCC!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-28T04:00:00.000-07:00

YO people..

I am so freakin sad for this year due to stepping down. Yesterday All the sec 4 students step down due to N and O level.. I am so gonna miss my sec 1 cadets.. The sec 4 pass out Damn cool if not awesome.. All the sec 4 throw their headgear so damn high and catch it or else we get pumping.. It was fun while it last..

Since i pass out i want to tell my history in NCDCC..
On 2005 or 2006 i cant remember it well i was in sec 1 as a normal cadet. I looked like any other sec 1 cadet.. I was those type of cadet who was very quite and scared to correct people mistake as they will scold me.. I was those low class cadet who know nothing about NCDCC and just choose NCDCC because the CCA word looks attractive.. When i was sec 1 there was an annual camp done by the seniors.. I cant remember it that well but i know i had fun there... I still remeber the best camper which is Haikal.. Over the days i went to a camp called Bonding camp which is the first HQ event that i was in so i thought NCDCC is not a global thing but actually it is..

When i was in sec 2 i have better understanding of NCDCC what they do and what is the purpose of NCDCC... When i was in sec 2 i join the ATC camp that was one of the most memorable camp i ever had.. It was freakin awesome and also make a lot of friends during that camp.. I cant remember it that well so this were the few things i can remember..

In sec 3 was one of the most memorable year in the whole wide world.. It was a freakin fun year for me.. I went to National camp, SNCO course , OBS, National Day Parade 2008, Hong Kong Tripped and many many more.. During that year a lot of things happened i mean a lot. Make a lot of friends.. I mean a lot... i miss the good old days.. Sometimes i wish i can go back in time..

Now in sec 4 just step down from CCA but participate in NCDCC Day the first NCDCC Day ever cool or wat and also get to wear number 1 more cool or wat!! is like OMG i so cannot wait for that day..

Enough of that now i will tell you about the NCDCC day..I am like OMG i still cannot believe i am actually inside the flag party contigent actually inside... I seriously damn lucky.. How lucky am i?? VERY!!!!!!!!! I am like totally speechless when i am in it.. I JUST SUCK MAN!! HAHAHA!!!!!! I seriously make people look suck.. So stock!!!! k enough.. The thing is i really pity the other contigent because all of them have been standing under the hot sun for so long and the flag party did not and also the flag pary is last to go in but first to go out is that cool or wat??
k thats all people

bb

2009-03-19T07:21:00.000-07:00

Helo peeps..

Its been weeks since i blog. To be honest i have nothing interesting to share. Everything since to be as pernormal. School holidays went to skatepark until 6.30 than every saturady got NCDCC Day which will be the final event for me to enjoy in NCDCC. As usual all the NCDCC cadet are fun to be with..

The only interesting thing happened was that i actually beat my friend in a game of S.K.A.T.E for the first time on vert. Vert means we play ramps unlike street. Thats the only thing that is interesting.

The other thing that i wanna say is that i wanna remind everyone that all of you is good in your own way no matter how you look or even if your mentally, physically or spiritually disabled. How ironic of me saying such things i myself can't stop thinking that everyone is better than me. If i am that good tell me something that i can do that everyone cant do tell me at least one thing that the whole world cant do what i mean is something unique that cant be done by anyone.

Sweet dreams wont come true keep that in mind.
I'm blinded by the lights.
I'm lost in time everyone seems to be moving on.
People change so fast nowadays.
The next thing you know your best friend is a complete stranger to you.
No matter how far you stretch to reach into a person heart there will be a barrier to stop you from reaching that person heart.
Remember that there is always someone better than you no matter how original you wanna be.

By the way i am gonna make another skate video soon if i got the time so look out for it
So long

helo Guys,,

2009-03-03T04:24:00.001-08:00

Hello people..

Today was a not that fantastic day but i was high as in super active. After recess as normal scolded all the Chinese students. It was so awesome scolding them but its just a joke don't take it to hard. Is like everyday i scolded the Chinese after recess it have been a habit for me all ready. I think so..

Now over to the serious matter. Guest what?(what) I failed all my subjects except for Science and English kinda pathetic. Everyone is getting smarter and i am getting weaker.. I am so gonna die if my parents find out. I understand if they are disappointed about my results as i too disappointed with my own results. Sometimes i feel like giving up. I just suck that bad. I will give another shot for term 2. If i still do not perform well i am seriously feel like giving up.

Over to the next thing. I would like to thanks Nadzirah for motivating me. I would also like to thank all my friends for helping me in anyway they can.
By the way, yesterday you mentioned whether i got feelings for you seriously i still do until i meet someone that is better than you. Its like you have poisoned me and make me cannot stop thinking of you. To be honest i seriously trying my best to treat you as a friend but something about you. The next time I call you or you call me i promise to be honest.

The other thing is that i will promised to change and stop insulting the Chinese and be a good person. I seriously apologize for saying all the bad things for example burnt in hell you Chinese.. So sincerely apologize even though that is a joke..

so good bye

HEy,,

2009-02-26T02:06:00.000-08:00

YO guys,,

At last my computer was repaired.. Its about time its good to go.. I just did my A-maths paper just now it was like freaking easy except for the last 2 questions. I just got my E-maths paper and did not do well for it. Sometimes i just fell like dropping E-maths and take A-maths.. With great surprise i failed my Malay.. My malay sucks to the core.. i never got A1 or even B3 for malay this is pathetic.
The other thing, yesterday Haikal was like begging to go to the NCDCC day.. He SMS in a begging way to go to the NCDCC day but was rejected... He tried negotiating but failed to do so. He tried all the oldest method in the book but failed..I pity for Haikal... I seriously wanna go but not that badly as it is time to give other people a chance to participate this type of occasion.. Sometimes i just participating inside school program for example the the speech day that will be coming up soon.. i prefer to participate in HQ events because got that feeling that cannot describe by words but can be describe by actions.. Something like an accomplishment somthing like that..
Sometimes i wish all my friends are by my side and get to meet them everyday especially the National camp members and also the NCDCC people.. So miss everyone..
k i got to go.
I would like to end this blog with a photo.

By the way people who is wondering what blunt stall looks like this is blunt stall..
So long bye

My Reflection

2009-02-20T04:12:00.000-08:00

It have been quite some time i have not updated my blog.. What i meant is it have been a century since i updated my blog.
So today title is my reflection..
Sometimes i wondered what is the difference between me and them.? What makes them better than me? What is so good about all of you that i do not have?
I know that in life u can't get what u want. Sometimes i wondered. Is it the height that make the difference between me and them or just my attitude towards people that make them better than me or its just me who is not good enough. Do i suck that bad? I know i tried my best to be as evil or as bad as possible so that all of you will hate me but i just can't. Everyday i tried to be bad to my junior in NCDCC or even sometimes towards my classmates. I just sucks being bad. Seriously what am i good at what i mean is that what exactly. Someone please tell me what am i good at. I just sucks at everything. Everything seems to be moving foward. I think the difference between me and them is that they can make a boring life into an interesting life thats what i think is the difference between them and me. I am just not that type of person who can turn someone boring life into and interesting life. Sometimes i tried to intidimate all of them so that i can be as good as them but my intidimation is just not good. As everyone have their on background and by copying them is just not as funny as the original. Right now i am climbing the walls in search for answers whats the difference between them and me.

The other thing i want to emphasis is that this person have created a drug to me that i am truely can't forget about you. I am willing to start all over again for you and willing to wait as i promised you that i will be your light in the darkness. Sometimes i just wish that i could stop time and treasure everytime i near you and also treasure the time to be with the UGC as nowadays can hardly meet them. I wanted to tell you my secrets, I want you to know that i believe this,I want to tell you everything.

Past few days..

2009-01-25T05:29:00.000-08:00

YO Peeps,,

This last few days nvr update blog coz gt somethin on and also dont feel like updating... 2day was fun coz i gt 2 see Firdaus the top singapore skaters.. He is sponsored by element his gear from head 2 toe is element.. THat is SO fReaKIN cool... He did all the tricks like disaster as if they were nothin.. Man freakin wicked.. This last few days i achieve somethin i get 2 ollie down 5 steps cool or wat??

This few day i am feelin a little angry.. I get angry easily this few days nt sure y... I think i hav anger management.. Freakin Nt CoOl.. Sometimes i feel so angry until i cant control myself Damn It.. BTW last friday wasn't a day 4 me i am SO freakin mad i mean FREAKIN MAD... I cant stand it.. I am so nt comfortable around anyone that time i feel like killing everyone i saw that time.. Bt luckily on that day i skate at night 2 release myself thx 2 skateboard i feel a little bit better. I skate at 7.30 until 9.30 freakin cool man.. I nvr skate at night be4 i mean until that late... Basicly i lied 2 my parents that i goin 2 study.. Sometimes i juz need a time out from studying 2 much and all this stress around me so lied 2 them..
I wanna apologize 4 the things i done so and wanna thank Nurul 4 listening 2 me.. Since u wanna noe who i am dedicating the song 2 is basicly it is u..

so BB

2day!!

2009-01-18T23:08:00.000-08:00

YO PEEPS,,

i think i'm nt ready 4 my N and O lvl this year.. Coz with the standard i am giving my teach rite now i think i will nt do well.. Every question i do i gt this feeling that i am lucky 2 get it correct.. So freakin lame.. i am damn serious abt my studies bt somethin is holding me back nt sure wat.. Maybe i am juz 2 playful.. BTW 2day i went 2 scool with a bad fever and cold.. Even though i can getMC 4 2day i still wanna come coz i hav 2 study Maths coz my teach starting a new chpt that y i come 2 scool if nt 4 maths i think i will skip scool 2day.. BTw i juz receive my N-Lvl 4 D&T OMG!!! the theme is movement.. Wat the hell is like hell man.. i am so stress cant even think straight.. And theres more.. there will be a common test is like wat the hell.. Common test freakin nt stock.. i am usually stock if i am ready 4 the test bt i'm nt.. A, E-maths and SS.. I nvr pass my SS be4 so peeps wish me luck..
peace out lastly!!!! I FREAKIN LOVE THE BAND HIM!!!!!! THEY ROCKS 2 THE CORE

Last few days and 2day..

2009-01-17T07:01:00.000-08:00

YO Peeps,

Last few days was nt bad.. i was more focus on my studies tha be4.. This is the first time i actually studying i mean it this is the first time i actually studied OMG!! come on lah giv me some credit.. HAHA.. I juz learnt a new skate trick OMG!! so fast! which is board slide stall OMG!! cool or wat?? now i made a timetable which shows that i am more organize.. This is like OMG man... Right now i am fully concentrating on maths and english need 2 get A1 4 both of this subject including science... I gonna make sure that u look up 2 me.. I will try my best 2 impress u 4 my studies and also my hobby.... I wll promise u that u w impress of me... I will keep my word.. Ok over on with 2day.. hhmmm.. 2day wake up go skatepark with Aleem skate with him than after that go home go 4 silat than gt friendly sparring match.. its a friendly match so they nvr tell whose the winner.. I injured my freakin leg during that match wat a joke coz i only injured myself during competition... Bt its ok coz i giv that guy a hard time so i hav no regrets.. HAHAHA!!! Rite now i am still begging on learning kickflip.. so wish me luck ..

So bb

Last few days including 2dei!!

2009-01-13T04:17:00.000-08:00

YO Peeps,,

THis few days was nt a good day 4 me everythin sucks i mean everything.. Nvr feel this down be4 i mean nvr.. Only my frenz cheer me up with their jokes and their smiles.. When they are gone i'm back 2 feelin down again FrEAK MaN!!!!!! I followed Adlin advised 2 watch Yes Man 2 make me feel better bt it only helps a bit it did nt last long though... I'm easily getting worked up into some small things.. Wat i mean worked up means get easily angry over such small things.. Everythin sucks i mean everything FreAko's!!! I cant even go 2 skatepark that often since i'm in sec 4.. I cant concentrate all my subjects.. My FAv subject Maths OMG i dont understand a shit the teach talkin.. I cant even understand wat i'm studying rite now.. Everything is turning upside down.. Oh Great my Msn nt workin.. juz a bad year 2 start with.. Nothin i do is correct rite now i mean nothin.. I seriously need 2 talk 2 someone and rite now the only person i can talk 2 is Adlin.. Freakin lame man nvr feel like this before.. Am i juz being lethargic? Or i am juz nervous abt the N-Lvl or wat? Rite now i'm a shattered youth and need helped.. F**kin nt cool.. I am freakin scared 4 my future and also my after life... I wan Him/Her 2 be proud of me 4 my results that means i wanna do well.. Rite now i am feelin freakin scared everyone seems 2 be smarter, better and even better with the things they doin rite now... I gt a dream and is a bad wan.. I dreamt that everyone is successful with the things they are doin with and i was left behind and unable 2 catch up with them.. And dream that she is with another guy and i cant bear 2 look at it.. I cant bear this pain this bein left behind.. I need 2 do somethin and that is studyin harder I mean HARDER!!!!! I seriously wan 2 work harder i wan 2 get high scores.. EVerthin sucks , everythin... freak everything.. Freakin pissed off.. I'm FREAKIN ANGRY RITE NOW FREAKIN ANGRY..:@.. I gt a feelin that my father wan me 2 do well i mean freakin well in my subjects.. COz he wans me 2 go 2 Uni.. i feel so stressed.. freakin stressed.. Everyday thinkin how 2 make my english better my Malay better and especially my D&T.. I need someone who would cheer me up and make me release all this stress.. I feel like talkin 2 someone .. i mean someone...And the only person is ADlin.. I need 2 study with someone who will give me motivation so that i will study harder.. I need someone that can go out at night.. FREAK LAh i dont noe how 2 explain.. It seems that all this feelings tend 2 come out only at night nt sure y...

So rite now i hav 2 go bb SUCKERS!!!!!!!!!

New Year Re

2009-01-02T20:46:00.001-08:00

YO PEEPS,,

Is quite sometime i nvr blog gt some issue hav 2 deal.. BTW my New Year resolution is 2 pass my N-lvl wat i meant by pass is getting a lot of A's I mean a lot... Even though i nvr get it be4 nothin is impossible.. The least also at least hav 2 or 3 A's.. And also the other thing is 2 learnt kickflip, double and triple followed by a heelflip.. Gonna learnt it this year.. The tricks Freakin frustrat man.. Seriously the truth is that i am nt ready 2 face 2009.. This past few months a lot of things happened and keep makin me can't focus.. Btw on the 31st december 2008 went 2 the beach bt was late and cant see the sunsets wasted man.. instead went at night... Freak... THis 2 years gonna be a critical year bt i cant feel this critical year man.. I seriously wanna do well.. Need 2 start studying like mad... FrEaK man i keep ssayin like this bt in the end i nvr do it.. Coz i hate when i'm studying than ppl looked at me nt sure y bt i juz hate it fReAk..

Things i learnt from last year skate tricks: Axle stall, nose stall, 50-50 grind, 50 grind, pop shove-it, shove-it, rock N roll, rock 2 fakie, ollie rock to fakie, ollie, nollie, ollie FS 180, boneless 180..
Studies that must be more focus: Science, SS, Maths both and lastly English..hahaha. always sleep in english lesson 2 monotone freak
I would like 2 dedicate this song 2 u...
This is how i exactly feel..I actually did some of this things in this song and most of it is true..

I couldn't sleep last night
I walked alone
On the beach
Where we always used to go
When we couldn't hook up at home

I thought of you
And the time we jumped the fence
Pool-side, stripped down
We dove right in
And the cops chased us again

When you were mine
You know...

We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt
The one you lost
I couldn't get enough

You were everything
That's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed
Black and blue
But you know
I'd do it all again for you

Today, dressed up
In designer drugs
Dedicated to the one
I'll always love
The one who really messed me up

I let you take the wheel
And the driver's seat
Strapped in
So you get the best of me
Now what's left are the memories

When you were mine
You know...

We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt
The one you lost
I couldn't get enough

You were everything
That's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed
Black and blue
But you know
I'd do it all again for you

I am standing in the ocean rain
Rough and ready
For your deadly game
I've got nowhere else to go

We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt
The one you lost
I couldn't get enough

You were everything
That's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed
Black and blue
But you know
I'd do it all again for you
(You know I'd do it all again for you)
(I swear I'd do it all again for you)

Skaters life is hard..

2008-12-30T05:25:00.000-08:00

YO peeps,,

I got issue abt all those security ppl.. THey nvr ever understand skaters.. Even sometimes in skateparks we cant even skate there kinda stupid.. Skaters need 2 skate somewhere bt almost all the place does nt allow skating.. I went 2 the bus interchange and i thought there was a bus there bt ending up fighting with the security 4 skating kinda stupid.. How many times have a stupid security guard/police/random person asked you to get lost. Skaters need places to skate... protect our rights. I totally agree with this things.. IF the skatepark rains than where can we skate.. THe only place is shelter places there is the only place we can skate bt we ppl always asked 2 get lost.. Juz like Mike V said security will nvr understand skaters.. Its like my house is so freakin far from the skatepark and there expect us nt 2 skate around our house areas.. this is so F***in nt cool man.. If they dont wan we ppl 2 skate than dont sell skateboards u idiot!!!!! freakin mad with the security man..

SECURITY WILL NVR UNDERSTAND SKATERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today

2008-12-28T05:58:00.000-08:00

YO peeps..

2day woke up at 11.30.. Wanted 2 buy some shoes bt failed 2 do so coz mum nt feeling well.. Instead went 2 the skatepark met everyone .. had a gr8 time with them and also still trying 2 make my Axle stall constant.. this year i learnt a lot which is rock to fakie, rock N roll, ollie rock to fakie, 50-50 grind and many more.. THats all the interesting i did 2 day

peace out...

Learn somethin new at park N keep dreaming hope ur reading this!!

2008-12-26T05:43:00.000-08:00

YO PEEPs...

2day i learnt somethin cool freakin cool is called Axle stall.. Christopher taught me that.. His one of my skater frenz.. HIs from SPS.. HIs freakin good man.. I learnt 2 things at bedok skatepark 2day which were axle stall and 50-50 grind cool or wat.. Even though i learnt all this cool tricks there is always somethin missing.. SOmething man cant stand this missing thing or person.. Will this feeling ever stopped.. 2day was another daydreaming feeling.. No matter how many things i learnt it still useless.. When somethin is missing.. I think 2morrow i'm nt goin 4 my martial art training.. Its useless 4 me 2 go.. Coz my training requires memorizing and i think i cant memorize anything if this daydreaming continues.. Heres the truth.. Everyday i switch on my com i was hoping that shes online everyday.. so this is the simple way 2 put it.. I switch on the com so that i can see her online.. I can assure that she will always be online on saturday.. this is wat i think.. She is 2 good 4 me.. She deserve a better guy.. Bt i cant bear 2 see her with another guy.. F**kin man thats it .. 2morrow i am skipping my extra outside classes and goin 2 the skatepark.. Gonna express all my emotion on the board.. Thats how i express my emotion.. coz skateboarding is an art that can be express in emotion.. Freakin missed her.. Juz giv me once more chance PLS!!!!!! PLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hope ur reading this

2008-12-24T18:44:00.000-08:00

YO peeps,,

nowadays i cant skate properly f***kin nt cool man i looked like an idiot man at the skatepark.. I keep daydreaming at the skatepark cant skate properly cant think properly everything is turning upside down man nt cool man.. Sometimes when i skate i was hoping that she is watching me skate and see how lousy i am.. i wan to tell her my secrets, wan her 2 noe i believe in it and wan 2 tell her everything.. If only i gt the guts 2 face her this is freakin nt cool.. All this daydreaming will stopped if i tell her everythin in person.. I think it will stop i think.. I really need 2 meet her. Cant stop thinking of her, is like i am nothing without her i mean nothin.. i am feeling dead man i think shes the wan who light me up.. is like i cant move on.. THis is so freakin lame man.. THis is the first time i'm feelin like this.. And also this is nt cool at all freakin nt cool.. something is missing in my life.......................................................................................................................................................

bb peeps

BBQ cool or wat..

2008-12-16T00:13:00.000-08:00

YO peeps,,

Yesterday was freakin awesome and fun.. Its more fun than my scool chalet freakin gerek.. Lets talk abt everyone who is there.. starting off with peeps who came early.. Which was Tariq, Alex and Ahzmeer.. Tariq brought his guitar along.. is that cool or wat?? Than Alex had 2 sacrifice a lot of money due 2 the BBQ food.. i felt srry 4 him sia.. even though everyone paid up is still nt enough.. Than Ahzmeer the Kan boy.. kena Kan a lot of time with peeps..HAHAHA!! THan followed by Adlin the silent grl bt important person.. Even though she nvr move her mouth her action do the talking.. than followed by Aidil the funny person.. He was like playing the skateboard until he sweated like mad.. HAHAHA!! He play very cute sia..HAHAHA!! Bt Aidil still helped out though.. ORH wat the hell is like everyone help out coz NCDCC frenz is the best no matter how hard u hate them they still turns out friendly that is why it is hard 2 hate them.. THey r like freakin friendly and funny.. THan followed by Haikal or his my scoolmate so nothin much 2 talked abt only the part i disturb him like mad abt his skin colour.. HAHAHA!! Jokin man no hard feelings.. Wait missed out Tariq abt the cooking fire i was like freakin laughing when he started a fire he said he can start a career with it as a caveman..HAHAHA!!!!! ok on to the story than HIdayah the nice one.. She brought three containers of mee is that cool or wat... Her parents r kind enough 2 make 4 us.. orh ya almost missed out Nazrul.. HE also got his own Kecohness freakin funny sia.. Than after that got sir Hardy he got make 1 cool accomplisment during the BBQ he actually done a shove-it is that cool or wat.. Almost get it only if he gt more time than he could master the tricks.. THan followed by Rashard, Atiqah, Amin and Nadzirah...THey came 2gether freakin cool.. I see Amin in face already i laugh no need 2 say anything he is a joker without telling me a joke.. He had that sparke face.. Than Rashard even though i nvr talk much with him he is still a cool person and sometimes funny.. Than Atiqah helped out with the BBQ.. she is quite silent that time bt is still gerek 2 have her.. Than Nadzirah the sweet wan.. She gt her own style.. She also gt helped out on the BBQ.. Lastly Lita and Erra the 2 heroin came late bt at least had fun with them.. If i had miss out anyone i apologize..

k bb

Parade DAy

2008-12-14T05:38:00.000-08:00

YO guys,,

Yesterday we got CLT POP it was freakin fun... All of us giv our best during that parade.. I was under the supporting contingent our job was 2 make the CLT POP looks good thats wat the leftanan say. All of the CLT wore number 1 is that cool or wat?? Man i wish i can wear number with the rank i had rite now.. Congrats 2 Ying Jie 4 winning the best cadet 4 Practical.. Pei Hwa cadets keep getting best in Practical even in SNCO course.. The POP was freakin awesome and also sad coz the leftenan going 2 be living the NCDCC cadets and also it will be the last time i am goin 2 see all the NCDCC cadets. It was fun with all of them though.. Met a lot of good ppl and not so good ppl... That time was the first time i saw Encik Rusli wearing number 3 man cool man.. Bt no.1 is still cooler.. A lot of Encik also came down like Encik Rusli, Encik Agayle, Encik Haramin and more.. Man is so cool man.. I already starting 2 missed everyone.. I juz need 1 more time 2 see everyone juz 1 more time i mean everyone.. Soon i am goin 2 4get everyone coz i dont hav good memories.. Damn i hate when good memories fade.. IT sucks man.. I hav already 4got a lot of my pri scoolmates.. CAnt even remember their name..

wat ever it is my last sentence..
Congrats 2 all the CLT, especially my senior Ying Jie..
Gonna missed NCDCC and also the cadets and also the peeps i met.. PLS dont 4get me even if i cant remember all of u..

bb

Freakin Stock!!!!

2008-12-09T03:44:00.000-08:00

YO Peeps!!!!!!!

2day i am totally stock man freakin happy.. 2day went 2 sk8park at somerset at learn a tricks or 2.. This time i can do a proper pop-shove it all this while i had been doin freakin sloppy but this time nt sloppy.. Freakin happy i also met some peeps there... And also made some new frenz... At somerset gt this cool manual stage bt freakin irritating coz it freakin slippery and i can hardly do a front side 180 damn irritating man.. its one of my fav tricks.. my other fav trick is varial flip one of the coolest trick and also difficult trick. Freakin awesome man... i juz cannt wait 2 show 2 my rival all the new tricks i learnt.. The other trick i learnt was crook is that cool or wat.. Its somethin like nosegrind bt instead the nose of the board can touch the rails or manual stage.. i gonna kill him man .. Freakin hate my rival i gonna make sure i gonna look down on him.. I also heard a phrase that Tariq taught me which is dont look down on someone unless u wanna pick them up.. Bt 2 my rival i will nvr pick him up.. he deserve 2 look down at.. Keep saying peeps sucks.. Freak man one day i gonna show him and kick his board ass!!!!!!!!HAHAHAHA!!!!!

bb

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha..

2008-12-08T04:36:00.000-08:00

YO peepss..

2day freakin tired man but it was fun though.. 2day was a special day 4 muslim coz we r celebrating Hari Raya.. Wake up freakin early than hav 2 prepare some food 2 sell later.. Than change 2 my trad costume... Than went 2 Yio Chu kang Stadium 2 do our prayers.. Than after that had 2 helped out 2 throw away all the plastic carpet.. It was a raining day though bt nt that heavy.. After removing all the plastic carpet than had 2 go 2 the mosque 2 helped out with the goats thingy.. When there helped them cut off the head and legs of the goat freakin cool.. Is that cool or wat?? I like the part where by i twist and break the neck up coz of the sound thats wat i like a bt it.. That breaking sounds freakin cool bt damn tiring.. The bones so freakin hard 2 cut with a parang.. man ... Actually i wanted 2 cut out the fleece and all the intestine which is like freakin long.. i got shitted in my face a lot of time coz each time i carry the goat it will like shit first be4 the next thing happened.. YA it was a tiring day though but fun..

Peace out..

Today!!

2008-12-04T06:39:00.000-08:00

YO ladies!!!!!!

2day whole day hang out with the UGC until 7.30 at night.. We all met up at Pasir ris and wanted 2 go bowling.. Unfortunately the place was full so freakin unlucky.. It juz wasn't our day.. Bt instead we all lepak at downtown east.. We lepak and talked all kind of things like our CCA and many more.. Than after that Aidil hav 2 go home followed by Hidayah and Ain coz they had their CCA chalet. THan me , Alex, Tariq and Azhmer went 2 lepak around Azmer house than countinue 2 talked until 7.30 and reached home at 8.06 it was quite cool coz its been a long time we all hang out as a UGC..

Peace out

2day i felt so touched!!

2008-12-03T05:38:00.000-08:00

YO,,

ok start from the morning 2 night.. When 2 HTA 4 CLT POP training. THan got trained by the sirs and UDI.. It was quite fun during the footdrill and the break time coz all the UGC was there. ITs like so long nvr meet them. After the training waited 4 the shuttle bus 4 a few hours and talking crapped..Than the shuttle bus that suppose 2 send us 2 boon lay was canceled and decided 2 eat at the cafeteria.. THan stayed there 4 like 2hrs talked abt the training and other stuffs.. Wat i felt so touch abt todei was.. one of it was the UGC lah obviously bt the other one is my scoolmates... so far i had nvr had fwenz who willing 2 wait 4 me so thats wat i felt so touch so thats all dude.

Peace out home dog

TODEI!!

2008-12-01T07:04:00.000-08:00

YO PEEPS,,

2day was ok went 2 watch movie wtih the peeps,, which was lita, si lin, haikal and dont 4get the most important person in the world which is DZURAIJ AKA ME!! Watch some Christmas show it was cool . Than went 2 MC Donald 2 eat talk crap and asking helped from frenz abt somethin important.. Than blop blop home and watch TV and the whole day rote at home.. USed com and become a retarded person who only used com.. crapped.. Damn Damn.. 2morrow cant wait 2 go skatepark again and see the peeps there... so rite now juz type and type.. i seriously want 2 start studying bt the books haven come yet crapped..

k peace out home dog

MISSED HONG KONG!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-29T20:34:00.001-08:00

YO LADIES!!!!!!!!!!

I freakin missed HONG KONG.. I missed the ppl there and also the fun we had down there.. MAn freakin missed HOng KONG..
I missed Aidil lame joke and all of us will like "ZAT"!!!!!!!!!!. I missed Tariq laughter, Alex stern face, Missed Ain when asking for cheaper price and Hidayah with her Hidayahness.. I missed the United Gay Club (UGC).. Orh who am i kidding i missed everyone there!!!!!!!!!! THe tripped was too memorable 2 4get abt it.. I hate this kind of memories which will make me sad.. I missed the bus ride whereby we will sing songs and cheer damn it.. SO freakin missed all of them.. THX to evryone that this tripped was a memorable tripped.. I like the long bus ride whereby everyone will sing and cheer.. Missed the good times..:'(.. I juz wish i can go back in time and wanna treasure every minute with them..
Rite now juz counting down the gathering..
UGC gonna rock the place..

bb

Juz came back from OBS...

2008-11-28T01:27:00.000-08:00

YO Ladies,,,

Long time i nvr blog already.. I juz came back from OBS.. Freakin damn tired man.. I dont wanna say i regretted going there.. But instead i say i "love" going there.. I thought it was an enjoying camp coz i heard from everyone.. The main thing that makes it enjoyable is the teammates bt my teammates stink man only a few were enthu and feel kinda jealous coz all the other group was very enthusiasm bt my group was very dull. I tried my best but was dragged along with their dullness. This was the first camp that i am nt very noisy and nt very enthu man i juz wish i could changed group.. If I had this kinda group they were only be enthu on the last day thats wat i hate abt thin kinda group coz it will be 2late. Bt overall the activities there were great bt nt awesome coz there are still room 4 improvement.. Bt in the end i made a lot of friends and noe them better. The least i make some frenz bt nt good frenz.. Thats all nt much YO,,

so bb

2morrow Going OBS!!

2008-11-23T05:54:00.000-08:00

Wassup Ladies,,

WAh!!
Juz returned back from HK than hav OBS tripped already so fast.. I am still in the camp mood so i dont mind going 2 camp... I dont feel nervous bt i feel scared coz i bring very little clothing scared nt enough juz hav 2 endured it 4 the whole 5 days 4 nights freakin awesomee!!!!!!! Juz cannot wait 4 2morrow and also i can hardly sleep.. Juz hoped that it will be a wonderful camp.. Lately i hav a lot of activities freakin awesome bt i dont hav time 4 myself damn it.. I still hav 2 master the proper kickflip after november.. Man so little time 2 master it properly.. Than i hav 2 ollie higher so that i can airwalk damn it.. So little time bt so much skill need 2 master be4 December.. I need 2 accomplish all this thing within November.. Nvrmind juz wish me a safe tripped ..

bb Ladies

JUZ RETURN FROM HONG KONG!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-20T08:08:00.000-08:00

YO GUYS!! Juz came back from Hong KONG freaking FUN!!!!!!! i gonna summarise the whole trip.. I when 2 Hong KOng than bought some cool souveniers 4 all my frenz and some sweet things 4 somebody important. The last day was a panic 4 a lot of ppl coz we all haven finish buying things. I gt myself a cool hoody, some pads, a cap and a very cool skate bag.. The first few days the cadets when 2 a CAS campsite 2 sleep there 4 the first 2 days.. The campsite was a normal size campsite. First day sleep in Dom 2nd day sleep in tents. It was very comfortable though the tent and its also damn big.. The weather there is like cold. After that all of us when 2 hotel 2 sleep. DAmn freakin cool. i was happy the place was comfortable.. Than become room IC.. My roommates were firdaus, Aidil, me and one more Ni.....sam... nt sure how 2 spell his name.. Than after that we must make our own group and found out the perfect group of ppl which were Alex, Tariq, Ain, Hidayah, me and Aidil.. The whole trip was a funny and fun trip.. Is like everyday all of us hang out with each other and also if gt free time all of us always lepak is this cool.. Than we hav 2 go 2 CAS 2 learn wat they do and wat kind of things they do with their past time.. Than we when 2 their HQ.. We went a lot of places like a helicopter hangar and many more... Our shopping time usually happens at night coz thats the time whereby all the shops will be opened.. We went shopping at ladies street and many more places.. The last day also gt shopping but it was in a mall.. Every trip there will be a conflict 4 sure bt dont wan 2 mentioned it. One of the memorable night was the last night in the hotel.. I bought some flowers 4 her u should noe who.. When 2 her doorstep indirectly with my frenz supporting me which were ADil, Hidayah and Ain.. thx 2 Tariq nice handwriting i can give a card 2 her 2 show my appreciation.. So all my frenz were supporting me was very sweet of them though.. Aidil knock on the door and called 4 her she came out with a noisy impression.. Than when i came up 2 her her mouth were seal.. HAHAHA!! freakin cool man.. I did nt regret going 2 this trip coz i had accomplish a lot.. I mean nt only that part bt also learn a thing or 2 with the CAS cadets.. THe food there wasn't as good coz there aren't much halal food.. THere were 1 very nice halal food restaurant. If i can remember correctly it was called shadow wat?? nt sure the full name.. In HK there are so many obstacle.. Wat i mean is that u cannot walk backwards or else u will hit either a lamppost or something .. The Hotel we live in is 3 star so it was nt bad bt the room was small.. We went 2 Ocean Park is like Escape Theme park in Singapore bt only that OCean park is more fun.. I only get 2 rode some.. Bt nvrmind at least we had a great time with everyone.. Now i will skipped until the last day.. It was an emotional day coz every good things must come 2 an end.. I wish i no need 2 go back along with all my frenz.. :'(... The things is that i had no regrets living HK behind bt only had regrets living my frenz thats all.. So thats all here r some cool photos

2008-11-13T17:04:00.000-08:00

YO ppl!!!

2day i'm going hong kong so this will be the last time i blog.. So after a week there than i blog again.. So damn freakin nervous and can't wait 4 it and i still cant believe that i am chosen out of 46 cadets so damn freakin lucky dude.. Yesterday wan 2 go sk8park bt was grounded damn it!! so i nvr get 2 go be4 the HK trip.. Damn i seriously wat 2 go sk8ing be4 going 2 HK man.. shes gonna be there this make me more nervous.. So damn long i will nt be sk8ting i assure that i gonna missed it .. If only i can bring my board. I gonna make sure when i come back i gonna skate until i damn freakin happy dude.. THe last timei skate was last 2 days and i wondering if my skills will go down coz such a long time i nvr skate.. so thats all peeps, dude..

Wish 4 a safe journey so long... HK turned

2008-11-11T05:20:00.000-08:00

YO Peeps!!

Yesterday my cher treat half of the class sweensens!! IT cost her $589 some around that amount.. OMG!! i think shes bankrupt rite now it so damn expensive!! Its sweet and kind of her though.. Than 2day went out with Ying, syirain, haikal..... and many more.. Watch 1 damn typical movie.. Than meet si lin and lita at compass talk crap and shit all the way.. Rite now i am scared 2 return scool coz i skipped so many D&T classes coz i had been discriminated in front of the class.. If i come back 2 scool confirm i will get detention 4 sure 100%..

so thats all peeps
bb

2008-11-08T05:48:00.000-08:00

Yo,,

2day wake up iron my full-u and went 2 HTA.. Go there 4 Hong Kong briefing.. YEAHHH!! Briefing of wat we should do and nt do and so on and so on.. 2day when 2 HTA was nt as high as normal nt sure y? THan went on a tour around Singapore abt Singapore history.. I was quite bored though coz nvr get 2 make so much noise.. Bts its ok as long i made frenz than its ok.. Freakin stoke. I still cannot belive that i get 2 go 2 Hong Kong out of the 46 cadets.. Only 20 cadets can go is like so damn lucky man.. Than after that the sirs and maam brief the our parents wat they will be doing there.. 2day was like so bored.. everyday disturb the same crowd and also hang out with the same crowd.. After that say lame jokes that is nt even funny.. Coz we all bored so everyone dont care.. Thats all...

2008-11-07T04:25:00.000-08:00

YO ppl!!

I had juz looked through my teachers and my fwenz photos wondering wat they worked as and how successful they become.. When i looked through the photos some of my teachers have become a successful artist and some of my fwenz had become a successful host.. Kinda shocking though nvr expected them 2 be soo successful and some become a successful skater and representing Singapore.. MAN SO DAMN COOL!! Rite now i am feeling scared and worried.. I kept asking my self wat am i going 2 do when i grow up.. 2day society everyone is competing 4 the best job and also they looked at our grades and how well we done in our studies.. Everything seems 2 be moving.. 2day society seems that ppl r in a hurry 2 get something.. It could be anything.. Parents wan their children 2 become a successful person 4 example a lawyer, a doctor, engineer and many more.. Bt nt all parents r like that.. Like i mentioned wat am i going 2 be when i grow up.. Sometimes i've been wondering 2 be a zoo keeper, 2 be a architecture, skater tats all.. I am juz worried wat if i am nt as successful as my frenz?? wat if i become a beggar ?? Wat will i become?? Time past so fast.. I juz wish 4 once everyone settle down and dont worry abt their works nor studies and hav a gr8 holiday.. Juz 4 once.. Damn it man!! Ppl tell me wat i am good at?? PLS i am finding wat i am good at so that i can be successful person juz like everyone else.. i dont wan 2 fall i wan 2 be somebody.. If someone noes wat i am good at pls tell me!! i need 2 noe so that i will nt 2 worried wat kind of courses 2 take if i go 2 poly..

so bb

2008-11-05T05:02:00.000-08:00

Wassup home dog!!

Today went 2 Civil defence academy 4 OBS checkup. I went there with Adam. I woke up at 8.30 and at 9.30 went out of the house. My bro sent me 2 CDA take bike than. I thought i had 2 wait 4 Adam but he just came when i came. Meet him than went in the Medical centre go checkup than bla bla bla. After that went 2 HTA 4 homefront security. It starts at 1 but went there early at 12. Adam decided 2 go his house and eat coz it does nt require money so eat and eat. After that went back 2 HTA than hav lecture 4 3hrs. THan took the homefront security test. The test was difficult and its impossible 2 get 18/20 is like so impossible. I think i gonna failed the test rite now i can only depend on luck.. So juz hope i pass and get the badge.. I gt one more good news I get 2 go Hong Kong OMG I actually get 2 go. It seems so impossible.. So freakin happy.. Nothing much happens today and yesterday so juz hoping something interesting happens!!!

so long fwenz

2008-11-03T05:13:00.000-08:00

YO people!!

TOday was a normal day bt something isn't normal i was kick out of the class 4 being late wat the hell!!!SO i nvr go class and went home so sad.. I am very disappointed though coz i got a valid reason. I was having a bad stomachache so have 2 go 2 toilet often thats y i am late. I am so mad..
When in the D&T workshop and greeted the teacher. The first word the fucking stupid teacher say " I wont entertain latecomers " Rite now i dont care who read this blog i dont care whether it is the principal of pei hwa or even the MOE.. The very rude teacher name is Mr Kevin Chong.. IF he reading this i gonna curse him 2 death. Make sure he suffers all the way. Nt even reasonable lucky 4 him i was sick badly and still come to scool. I have a bad stomachache and have a bad cough he nvr even care. If he reading this i am so damn happy.. Understandable teachers r easy 2 find but not understandable teachers are hard 2 find coz almost all the teachers care execpt 4 him.. I thought this type of teacher nvr exist bt it does damn it.. So mad! Man if this is a sparring competition i would hav break his legs into half. Man i missed the good old days where there is sparring competition. The last competition was in the june holidays.. DAmn fucking him rite now i will nvr go 4 all the extra lessons 2 make is life easier..
The least also at least greet back but NO!! The first thing he said "i dont entertain latecomers."
:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@

2008-11-02T03:45:00.000-08:00

YO

Today was an emotional day 4 me a lot of things went through my mind. When 2 my religion scool and took my exams. I think i gonna flunk my final exams rite now i dont care wat happened I dont care if i failed and stayback. I DONT CARE. I dont care wat happens 2 me anymore. I dont care if people kill me or shoot me. Dont no why. Today i see no purpose in life nt sure y. Feel kinda moody nt sure y. Rite now i feel regretful should hav done something yesterday. Time seems 2 be moving very fast even though if i am in a vacation day. Today was a drag everything is a drag. My heart seems 2 be crying kinda hurts nt sure y. I need someone 2 cheer me up today nt sure who can cheer me up. My friends, my cousins nt sure who can cheer me up. Juz hope 2morrow i am nt as emotional as today coz i juz hope my frenz can cheer me up. I think i noe wats wrong with me. The people that i can think of rite now is her, Syed and Haikal. Nt sure y. I cant seems 2 express my emotion rite now. I juz wish i am like the clouds. Juz follow with the flow no need 2 be angry. no need 2 be happy no need 2 be worried. Someday i hav 2 confess 2 her. Sometimes i juz wish i could die faster so i no need 2 be stress. The truth is i am happy 4 those ppl who past away. I cannot wait 4 that day that i will be joining them :). Juz cannot wait 4 it. The real deal is that i cannot stop thinking of her i even dream abt her. WAT THE HELL!! i dream i cannot see her again.. When all this hallucination will stopped maybe if i confess than it will stop. Should be. Dont feel like eating and today was the first time i nvr play skateboard. Even during exams i skate bt nt today nt sure y. This is the first time i feeling like this. I felt no appetite, no mood 2 skate, no mood 2 talk abt it but i can write abt it, very unhappy of myself and a lot of things going through my mind.
Juz hope 2morrow i feel better..
My frenz always cheer me up no matter wat happens.
so juz hope 2morrow i feel better.

bb

2008-11-01T06:59:00.000-07:00

Hello People, lovers, cadets and many more..

Today was better than yesterday.. Today went bowling at Jurong there. Even though i nvr participate i still have fun supporting my scool and also all the other scool. My scool won the bowling competition organize by NCDCC. They done great. They supporters which is me and all my other frenz were shouting and cheering 4 our scool. Something awesome happen i saw her. I was like stunned and speechless. I was ignoring her coz i was shy so i ignored her. Kinda rude if i hav 2 say myself. Talked 2 her like a one word or two words nvr really talk 2 her much though. I was so shy damn it. When going home i was damn shy damn it!! Wats wrong with me dude!!! MAN ITS LIKE I CANT THINK PROPERLY!!! Haikal was like pushing me 2 talk 2 her damn it bt i dont have the guts.. AM I A MAN OR WAT?? DAMN IT!!!!!!! I always wan this day 2 come bt i blew it damn it!! When the hell i going 2 have the guts 2 talk 2 her. WHEN PEOPLE WHEN TALKED TO ME PEOPLE!! When i am going 2 have the guts.. In the end i still felt regretful the last time i turned back and look at her was at the interchange and turned away and took the bus. Than took the bus it was like 2 hrs before we reach our destination than went 2 MC donald and eat there along with everyone. Reached home at 9.55 at night. And here i am blogging away talking abt my feelings. I gonna tell u ppl that i am going 2 wait until i gt the courage 2 talk 2 her and will also wait 4 her till shes ready 2 hear it..
BTW CONGRATS PPL 4 WINNING THE COMPETITION..
Special Thanks 2 the ppl who played the game..
Rosdayanah
Adlin
Alihafiz
Hazlyn( reserves )

Thanks 4 supporting them till the end
ME of coz
Haikal
Erra
Geraldine
Ros sis and bro
And many more

SO LONG!!-------------:)

2008-10-31T04:10:00.000-07:00

YO PPL!! anythings cracking ?

HHHMMMMM!!! today nothing much happens scool was same as yesterday but this day was the best coz its the last day of scool i repeat myself its the last day of scool which means the whole 2 months is 4 me and me alone. Firstly went reach 2 scool purposely come late coz lazy 2 study than hav lessons after lessons went the last period came and it was going 2 end i threw all my worksheet in the air coz its last day can 4get all this unimportant things.. Than after that went home changed my clothes and went 2 the sk8park. srry frenz 4 nt joining all of u when u all playing bowling coz i gt no money and kinda feel awkward. Thats wat i feel. When 2 the sk8park and purposely left the sk8park at 5 coz wanna go tampines. All my fwenz say that tampines was a fun place 2 sk8 but can't find any fun place 2 sk8. Than finally went back home coz prefer 2 sk8 at home which is more opened. I found out one amazing thing that i nvr thought of i can actually grind which is called 50-50. OMG i can actually grind MAN i am so happy and so stock is that cool or wat bt doesn't mean i can grind i can show off i still have 2 train and train until i can grind places that i nvr imagine i can reach. When i go tampines guess wat i was thinking??
I kept thinking of her and hoping i could talk 2 her face 2 face. I gonna wait and wait no matter wat people say i will continue waiting. They kept asking me 2 find a new one but i am very stubborn i gonna wait until she tell the truth abt me. Juz hope that day will come.

Thats all ladies and gentlemen!!

2008-10-30T04:37:00.000-07:00

YO People !!
Today was a normal day in scool noting much happened. i slept through out the whole of physics lesson the lesson was so monotone. I still wondering how Bernie gt so hyper in the physics lesson still can't find wat so interesting abt the teacher. I am finding a way nt 2 sleep in class. One of the useful way is by making noise in class that seems the most easiest way. I am now still experimenting finding a way nt 2 sleep in class. After that everything was a normal thing, normal scool day in a normal person.
After scool went 2 sk8park AGAIN!! Find out something really shocking. My skills r going down OMG!!!!! something is happening 2 all my sk8 skills.. I cant even do a simple rock n roll and cant land properly on an ollie wats happening!!!!! AAAAAAAAAHHH!!!!!!! Need 2 pull up my socks Seriously or else i cant do a hard trick MAN!!!!!! Than went back home switch on the com and rot at home until now i am blogging..
BTW want 2 mentioned something i wish and hope 2 see her one last time the last time i saw her was going 4 the HK interview and nvr talk 2 her coz she hav 2 go i juz need 2 talk 2 her than it will make my whole month happy especially on october since its my birthday.. Juz one more time 2 talk 2 her PLS!!
bb so long people.. Hope my wish come true pls

2008-10-29T05:58:00.000-07:00

Nothing much happens seat around like a typical student. Go 4 recess and hav a typical lessons nothing interesting happened in scool. Got 2 go the OBS thingy which i heard that is very fun but it is a regimental camp unlike National camp which is a leisure camp. I wish there is juz one more leisure camp.
The only difference about 2day is that i learn a new skateboard tricks OMG!!!!!!!!!!
The first trick i learnt is ollie to rock n roll not bad combo but its so damn fun..
The last trick i learnt is nollie damn cool can feel the pressure of the skateboard as if ur part of the skateboard and found out one amazing thing i cannot do a continuesly ollie or else i can get tired easily old man already since i turned 15..

bb

2008-10-28T05:56:00.000-07:00

WAH!!!!!!!!!!
Today interview 4 HONG KONG trip so damn nervous cannot take the nervousness.. I repeatedly farted cannot take it from the point i stepped in the HTA until the interview is done so damn nervous. They tested me on campcraft knots but did nt did very well. I gt everything but can't do a reef knots can u believe it reef knots one of the most basic knots!!! AAAAAHHHHH!!! This shows how nervous i am after they tested my practical time 4 the real interview so damn nervous. I did some meditation it works but can't completely calm myself but at least i calm myself a bit... As soon WEN XUN stepped out its my turn so nervous. During that wait i also predict wat type of questions they will asked. Most of the questions they asked was predicted and was completely ready 2 ans. Juz hope the way i talk was nt over confident. One of the most shocking question was singing the NCDCC song i was so damn nervous cannot even sing properly the Major there mentioned that if i get 2 go 2 Hong Kong i need 2 memorise the song.. I will definitely memorize the song DEFINITELY i dont go back 2 my words it is a promise!!! Juz hope everything turns out ok and juz hope that i am that 20 cadets among the 74 cadets the possibility percentage 4 me 2 get through is so low dude thats nt cool at all..I MEAN NT COOL AT ALL DAMN CANT CRANK MYSELF 2GETHER..

SO LONG CADETS, PEOPLE AND MANY MORE....

2008-10-26T04:20:00.000-07:00

YO people!!

It's been a long day since i blog..
A lots of things happened the last few days like camps, BBQ and police chase..
Wah!! How do i start??? hhhhmmmmmmmm....
ok lets launched with the police chase. On 23 October went 2 the skate park. Unfortunately the rains nvr stop it continues 2 drizzle for the whole day and was expecting it 2 stop. I make some new frenz there. Since the skatepark can't dry up my crew and i decided 2 play at the carpark. Unfortunately the car park i played was a hot spot 4 police coz a lot of people played skateboard there. We skate there for 1hr be4 the police came. One of my crew members spotted a police car so we decided 2 abandoned the car park. It was very fun as we r being chase by police. Juz love running away from police.. I gonna bet if i continue 2 mixed with them this thing gonna happened often so damn fffunnnnnnnn!!!!!!!! I was so stock.. Than after that hav 2 go 2 some BBQ organized by the teachers coz we won some prizes and gt $200 and decided 2 make a BBQ.

THis r some of the photo's. We really have fun there coz everyone was present even the top student who dont like this kind of occasion was also there.

From the left May ling followed by me---:)

The food looks nice

From the right Adam and ME---:)

It was fun though during the BBQ. After that reached home at 11.30 night. The BBQ turned out a success except 4 the drinks which keep finishing and have 2 go 2 the nearset shop 2 buy it..

After the BBQ went home and pack my things 4 NCO camp which is the next day..

The next day which in on friday 24th october went 2 scool 4 the camp, annual promotion day and also some outing created by the OC.. We start off with the annual promotion whereby all the cadets will be promoted except 4 the sec 3's. Even though there was a drag here and there it still turns out good. The cadets were confident and the sec 1 need some improvement in marching but its ok coz they does nt have much experience in marching. After the promotion everyone went 2 the botanic garden 4 picnic and played some games that me and haikal created. There were a lot of mosquito but we endured it through out the journey. 4got 2 mentioned its my birthday on that day. Here r some photos at the Botanic garden..

After going 2 the Botanic garden the NCO camp start str8 away without hesitation. Start off with PT than have some icebreakers game while most of the facilitators helped out with the haunted house which is created by geraldine. Th making of the haunted house is a really hard work. After the haunted house the camp committees celebrated my birthday is quite memorable 2 be honest. Than we eat the cake.. Thats the summary of day one of the NCO camp. Day 2 of the camp have Pt which is incharged by me and have some lessons which was mostly done by si lin. Than have footdrill which is quite tiring 4 the going 2 be NCO but not 4 me coz i laze around in the dom... Day 3 was the final day was quite fun coz we have telematch and bla bla bla.. There was fight 2 choose who is the best camper 4 males but in the end in turns out ok. After that giving out prizes 4 the best groups best camper and many many more. There is a video on the camp which is created by geraldine since she gt the laptop. Here r some of the photos..

Thats all can't remember much though on the NCO camp and all the activities during the past 4 days..

SO LONG HOME DOG!!.

2008-10-22T05:25:00.000-07:00

YO People!!

Today scool was ok.. In the morning we all show a thx of appreciations 2 our scool principal. THan all the lame things happened but no choice have 2 endure it. After that went back 2 class and have maths lesson even though exams r done man pathetic. After that get 2 play softball with the teacher and many more. Than after that slack in class doing nothing and played Irfan psp. Damn he gt so many game. Than next the silver suffer when 2 class and tell who have 2 go 4 the PTM meeting. Hoping its nt me bt at last its still me. Than after that plan 4 BBQ confirm everything does nt went according 2 plan. After that went 2 CCA NCDCC. Plan about the annual promotion day. Train the cadets footdrill than help their uniform than have 2 think of a creative punishment but gt it. Asked them 2 do a push-up position with their elbow lie down on the floor. Thats all. Rite now i am juz feeling frustration nt sure about wat but i am totally angry about myself. Do i have and anger issue or wat? Thats all.

bb

2008-10-20T05:05:00.000-07:00

Wassup YO!!

In scool damn boring sia like a stupid student go scool might as well dont go 2 scool. The first half of the day the whole class talk rubbish 2 our form teacher followed by our subject teacher. Than the next half of the day we go through our A-maths exam paper. I really have no mood 2 check coz the whole class no the marks already so is like useless checking waste my life time.. Than after that get warning from the teacher coz i threated him like a frenz and nvr draw the line. Is like so many times i gt this type of warning. Than after that gt CCA train the sec 1 how 2 get their badge during the annual promotion day. Wah!! so damn difficult 2 teach them coz i dont noe their name and also my Method Of Instruction Sucks!! So i dont really blame them when they did wrong. I see silin in front of the cadets so confidence she really noe her stuff, i see nazrul was so damn cool he is like juz standing they and full of confidence, followed by Lolita wah!! she so damn cool she gt her style, than ros, haikal and wen xun are the same as normal as ever but overall silin is still have the best MOI. She's cool when she talk in front of the cadets and always talk along with the flow and her tone is so damn good. I juz wish someday i could talk like her she really blow my mind.
MAn am i juz jealous of all this people or i juz admire the way that they r confident in front of the cadets?? really nt sure sometimes i feel jealous. Only sometimes!! I think she really makes a good host..
Enough of her now is my turn. After CCA went 2 compass point than haikal treat me so damn lucky gt someone treat me!! Than after receiving the money than go mc donald and take away and eat at the LRT station there.. Than stay there until 6.45 and reach home at 6.50 and skip my religious class again.. THan switch on the com than chat with siling and reach 2 this blog..
HAHAHAHA!!
thats all

thx 4 reading

TODAY

2008-10-19T06:04:00.000-07:00

helo people.

today nothing much happened. I went 2 religion classes than skip some classes coz no teacher is around. Than went home early.After that went 2 skatepark go there 2 skate unfortunately after a few mins playing it started raining forcing me 2 retreat. Than laze around at home play com nothing much happened.

Today

2008-10-17T04:29:00.000-07:00

wah 2day is nt the best day but an average day. Today when 2 buy camera with my father. First we when 2 Mustafa Center than Sim Lim center and decided 2 buy at sim Lim dont no why. The guy have high charisma and took me by surprise so the way he talk gt me so i decided 2 buy from him. After that when 2 skate park again. This time a lot of people were there and also 3 category of skaters were there. One of it is the town skater, second is the people who live there skater and another want is the learning skater they r all very nice actually but the shirt they wear and the tattoo they have but they r nice thats the truth. Today in my skateboard history this is the worst bail. Man my leg can't move 4 a few mins was quite shock at first bt its fun though. And i gt one cool scar on my leg that looks like my MP3!!
HAHAHA!!
MAn!! 2morrow i can't go sk8park coz have 2 go some NCDCC visit buts its ok coz one of my frenz is lonely so i accompany her.
k bb
HAVE A NICE DAY!!!!!!

2008-10-15T06:08:00.000-07:00

YO People!!

At last today i can do a proper rock n roll man it looks so cool but i need 2 be much better if i wanna join a crew. My skateboarding skill is still nt bad and also i badly need 2 learn some street skills or else i will look like an idiot if i am skating 2 the sk8park. Rite now i need 2 learn kickflip and pop-shoveit better or else i will die!! Today in scool we visited the science center and went through the exams script my eng got 50% my maths 56% my malay 70% my ss nt sure but fail and my science is 57% all under 50% man i need 2 study better if i want 2 be in sec 5 and gonna go 2 JC. Rite now i will juz threat skateboarding as a hobby and nt as a career as it gonna be my 2 career if i fail in my 1st career nt sure wat will that be. Today i really have been thinking of her and cannot get her out of my head. I always asked myself am i good 4 her coz she gt a guy out there and i keep asking myself if i am a much better guy than him. If only she be honest i will be glad. Y must life be this difficult?? Everything is such a drag! i went 2 scool also juz wanna noe my results thats all nothing more nt 2 go 2 this kind of visiting place like the science center..

Today also actually i have no mood 2 talk bt i am 2 friendly it is so hard 2 be moody. I juz hope rite now i will improve in my skateboard skills since my exams is finish.

so long bb

DAMN MAD!!

2008-10-14T05:49:00.000-07:00

YO,

MAn rite now i am juz feeling mad and confused. The grl i like is not being honest with me damn it. I am so heartbroken rite now. I took a look at her friendster and so a pic that write this is 4 u. Than his stead so it and write down the comment damn it am i juz jealous or juz angry that she is not being honest with me. Rite now i am juz mad if she have been honest 2 me sooner i would accept it.The only thing i can release this frustration is to sk8 thats the only time all my emotion will be shown. Juz hope that she will tell the truth.

so long..

Finally Exam ended!!

2008-10-10T17:05:00.000-07:00

YES!!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday my exams juz ended i was very happy. i have been waiting 4 a long time. Rite now i dont noe wat 2 do coz i gt all the freedom i have. When exam finish i feel like i have no life but when exam have i noe wat 2 do. The last paper was D&T i was lucky coz it is juz a 1hr 30mins paper while the art student do a 3hr paper i feel pity 4 them. Rite now i want 2 enjoy and have all the fun that i have been waiting for. I also hope that i pass my papers with flying colour.

Exam ended wat do i do next?
i really nt sure i dont want 2 have fun only if can i really like 2 catch a movie with all my frenz. BTW i got selected 2 go 2 HONG KONG i am so stock.

thats all bb

2008-10-07T04:55:00.000-07:00

YO,

Today i got Mother tongue paper 2 and English paper 2. Its ok after i do the exam. the english paper comprehension passage B was like so difficult i cant understand certain words but manage to pull of after doing the questions. They were ok juz hope i pass my English coz if i failed i might retain 4 a YEAR. OMG is like 365 days of hell repeating watever the teacher have gone thorugh. The Mother tongue paper was ok but the first section was like hell its the worst cloze passage that i had ever done. Overall performance was average juz hope that i will pass this paper. I totally have no regrets coz i give my best if that was not good enough i have 2 give my best shot next year after i reach sec4. 2morrow is my chemistry paper one of my favourite subject after maths followed by A-Maths which is more technical and also a lot of things 2 memories.

Wish me luck!!
bb